Be Right

I tell you what. When someone does everything right for you and you do one thing wrong, even unintentionally, it is a disaster. You can never take it back. You can never undo the hurt. All you can do is accept defeat. 

Terrible

Sometimes I feel like I am a terrible father. 

Sometimes I feel like I am a terrible husband. 

Sometimes I feel as though I am the outsider in our family. As though I hold everyone back. As though I am a problem. 

I do not know if other fathers feel this way, but there are days and weeks where I feel as though I can do nothing right and that the entire family would be better without me. It is nothing more than my own selfishness that I stay around. I need my wife and children. The odd thing is that I would feel like nothing without them, but I also feel like a burden to them.